October 2, 2010
Love is Circumstantial
I was wondering how can one define love, specifically its nature…
Why is it so different for everyone… I read novels, watched movies, heard stories e.t.c. but every time its so unique and individual… Is it defined by perspective or is it define by circumstance…. (I somehow consider these as major factors and not personality… )
Is it too abstract … or is it too complicated… Though I find it ironical to use a word like complicated with an intangible object… but still it eludes me…
One thing I fear to understand . Does love bring out your other emotional side … or is it just an obligation for patience, as a virtue, to bring it out… Somehow i fear it does but to different extents.
Is love a byproduct of our social yearning for adaptability and acceptance ? Or is the opposite, like a seed for social acceptance ?
Nonetheless, I fell its too momentary and descriptive of the then present circumstance which decides and sets the future circumstances in motion.
Its like the theory that propose that our one action in present has an exponential effect in future?
September 16, 2010
awaiting a new life
The chaos at this moment is just too much too handle
waiting for everything to end or die…. Its all too messed up
and sometimes thing really don’t go as expected………..
hope to just move on over everything…..Phewwww
July 10, 2010
Prayers/Poems from the diary…. Tu zinda hai
When I was in school I used to sing this prayer and it was one of my favourite
Tu Zinda Hai , to zindagi ki jeet par yakeen kar
Agar Kahin hai Swarg to, Utar la zammen par
Tu Zinda Hai , to zindagi ki jeet par yakeen kar
Agar Kahin hai Swarg to, Utar la zammen par
Tu zinda hai…
Ye gam ke aur char din , sitam ke aur char din…
Ye din bhi jayenge guzar, guzar gaye hazar din..
Ye gam ke aur char din , sitam ke aur char din…
Ye din bhi jayenge guzar, guzar gaye hazar din..
Kabhi to hogi is chaman pe bhi bahar ki nazar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda hai , tu zindagi ki jeet par yakeen kar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda haaaaai…
Subah aur shaam ke range hue gagan ko choom kar
Tu sun zameen ga rahi hai , kab se jhoom jhoom kar
tu aa mera shringar kar , tu aa mujhe haseen kar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda hai , tu zindagi ki jeet par yakeen kar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda haaaaai…
Hazar desh dar par aaye, maut tere dwar par
Magar tujhe na chhal saki , chali gayi wo haar kar
Hazar desh dar par aaye maut tere dwar par
Magar tujhe na chhal saki, chali gayi wo haar kar
Nayi suabh ke sang sada tujhe mili nayi umar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda hai , tu zindagi ki jeet par yakeen kar
agar kahin hai swarg to , utar la zameen par
Tu zinda haaaaai…
Just refreshes whenever you hear this, the song version is available on youtube but it has altogether a different tune
The one we used to sing , was more faster …. was expecting to find that version. But…. Let it be…. The prayer really brought some good old memories back especially when we used to sing these prayers in assembly…… 😀
Lets enjoy the song
July 9, 2010
Importance of the last day
Today is my last day of life (Just Kidding, yaar)
The thing is today is my last day of training. Though, initially I was apprehensive at joining but now one feels some part is going to be left behind. Something like its too early. Something like its just……. a feeling of incompleteness, but one must realize its not the end of the world.
Also one must think if something doesn’t end, other might not start. Its time to be happy for the new start… A new beginning… A beginning with an experience… A beginning with fulfillment and most importantly…. a new journey… awaiting you for a long time ; and now its first step has begun….
The complicated feeling will be there whether to accept the new reality or hold on to the past….. But one must remember… the future awaits you …. 1.learn from the past 2. accept the present 3. future is on his way
I would lastly end on the note The journey till here has been good and hope the future won’t be disappointing
chao (not today) just, will meet again sometime
June 23, 2010
Advice…..Think again!!!
This article might sound a little harsh or blunt or little pessimistic(if one might find) but the only thing I feel about it is…… ITS TRUE .
The main thought or theme which I want to share is
“Do not take or give advice until necessary and asked for”
I think that’s what I wanted to say and it can’t be said in much simpler and few words. To the wise men, the statement itself is contradictory advice and an irony in its own terms….(some might have got the joke)
But Coming to the another imprtant point… why??
You need not give advice until asked because it makes you a moron or a person who just blabbers just for the sake of telling when no one is interested in listening. Second, you might not feel good if after giving your advice, the person does exactly the opposite or ignores you or replies back on your face –“Had I asked for it?” making your face go sullen or course with anger or annoyance. But you are not in a position to understand that you just hurt yourself
This can also be interpreted as one of the meanings of the old saying “Silence is Golden”
Whom should I depend on when in need then?
I am not saying you shouldnt ask for advice at all…. Best Person according to me for advice would be non other than your own EXPERIENCE
No one knows you better than you yourself, just ask your experience and he will tell you what you needed to know
Wrapping it all up…. I wrote this article cause I am addicted(a little exaggeration as I speak quiet less) to tell people what I know and in order to improve myself and shun this habit, I am blogging this thought down so that I heed to my own advice and remember the red words above
April 11, 2010
The Troth (Gadya Kosh eralier)
Lovely site for stories
and if you haven’t read Usne Kaha tha
go on read it and I bet you hvent read something like it in ages
November 14, 2009
The Saint and the Devil? Which one is me?
The question might seem biased on a first glance but definitely is not so. Its a question about fate. Yes, its something that may determine my future course of action / my present actions and also present a window to my past course of action. Can I really judge who I am?
Can the world be divide in the Good and Bad sense?
Hmm, this i would touch when this article is done. Love to have a quarrel over it
Who is a saint?
Hmm, well frankly honest only seen in books or movies. But never met one. But really, someone if possibly close to a saint would also be undeniably someone with a high morale and principle. Someone who shall have the least ask for anything and to top them all he would be spiritual. He may be master of VEDAS/BIBLE/QURANS etc or may be not, but he would be one leading an example of life mentioned in thee books.He would be someone who have lived a life of tranquility and peace(a life everyone wishes without giving up their habits).
Quiet truly I am not even close to a saint. Neither I am on the path of a Saint. For me the life of saint is not just hard but so demanding
What about the Devil??
Will complete the rest soon…. do write in your views. The comment section is open below…